What About Me? [Phil/Lacy]

"You already are a better man than your dad, Phil. You don't need to have a kid to prove that."

(it was not lame lol)

He sighed and nodded.

"Thank you."

[Was tooooooooo....lol]

"Is that what this was about? You wanted a kid so you could prove that you were better than your dad?"

"No. I also thought that maybe we would become closer to one another and be happy...well happier."

[*slaps self*]

She puts a hand on her head to stop a headache. "I don't get where all of this is coming from. Did you feel like this with everyone else you dated?"

"No." he stated.

"Then I don't get it."

"There's nothing to get. I was just excited, I wanted to show that I can be a better father and that I actually liked the idea of having kids."

"Sorry to disappoint." she shrugs slightly.

"Yeah."

"I know I'm probably not all what you want anymore. I understand if you want to leave."

"Why would I want to do that? Lacy, I love you and I'm not going anywhere. I'm just being a total emotional chick." he joked. "I'll get over it and we'll be fine."

She sighed and leaned her head back on the couch. "Okay."

He nodded as he leaned back on his chair.

She got up and moved to sit with him on his lap. "Sorry."

He gave her a small smile as he wrapped his arms around her.

"It's fine, I just have to accept it." he shrugged.

"Besides, it's your body and your decision."

"Thank you."

"You're welcome."

She rested her head on his shoulder not knowing what to say."

"We'll be okay." he said after a few moments of silence.

"I know." She said softly. "Im just trying to wrap my head around this. I could have been a mom."

"Which would have been something you wouldn't have wanted. You probably would have been miserable or upset."

"I don't know if I would have been upset a few months of being pregnant. What I mean by I don't want kids is, they aren't apart of my life plan. But whatever happens, happens I guess."

He nodded.

"I don't want to mess up your life plan, so we'll have to be really extra careful from now on."

"But life changes." she looks at him.